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Being able to plow through when your feeling like shit is key. physically or mentally.... this past weekend i was feeling sick to my stomach and over all, not in the mood to do anything. but i said fuck that, and went out both nights anyways. you really have to not let that effect your state or it will spirl out of control. this sticking point for me has been huge. i really need to take this motivation to plow through and apply that to nights where i'll take a nap and not feel like getting out of bed. plenty of times, i have taken naps and just not have the motivation to get out of bed. now, i need to keep saying to myself, just plow, just plow and eventually that resistance to going out will go away.

Had a situation this past weekend wether to make a choice of fucking a ugo or a fatty thats was no more then a 4 or 5....... tough decision.... i could tell that when i was around them i was totally comfertable with myself and out of my head..... i need to REALLY apply that mind set to when I am in that situation where I am attracted to the girl, i can feel that same way. so many IOI was getting thrown at me, it was making my head spin. i really need to work on being more outgoing as well..... Field Experience is all what it is about!!! Keep plowing through your fears and live the life, and be the person you were always meant to be. FUCK your ego!
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It's key...  Nice motivation  :)
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