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RSD intstructor Tim touches upon the concept of internal cheerleaders.  A team that is always there to back you up.  Today realised I have the real version of that.  As much as I want to quit and give up on so many things they keep me going, and as much as sometimes I want to slap them and tell them to fuck-off (it's my self-esteem feeling I don't deserve the attention and support that is acting up there!) I can never quite do it.  I get exasperated at them and at the end of it all, I can't help but smile and think to myself "You guys...".  They keep pushing me onward in spite of the fact that I'm often a whiny bitch.  And for the life of me I can't fathom why...but there is clearly something about me that they find value in.
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