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The effort has paid off. I pulled last night after 1 month and 23 days since I wrote my first post; the moment of commitment to step up my game and to achieve mastery. I'm very happy, because it had been three years already since the last time I had sex: and when I did had sex, like three or four months ago, it was with this ugly chick that literally left me traumatized.

This is the beginning of a new life. This is the beginning of who I truly am.

She was Finnish, cute, black hair, big blue eyes, full red lips, sweetness in every way. I do not remember the approach, I do not remember what I said and what I did not say. I was too drunk (got whisky-dick for a while), nonetheless, I ended up at her place... I had missed that loving sexual embrace. I left her place at 11.00 am and celebrated by eating some KFC chicken tenders as my headache faded away.

I went out solo, yesterday Saturday 6th of August. I went to an expat party on a boat that sails along the Seine. The day was gray and rainy, and there was not much people... not many targets either. In any case, the expat parties are meant for people to socialize; so approaching is not a big deal. I had a pretty good time and a lot to drink; I stayed there from 8.00 pm to about 1.00 am... from there I went to meet a friend at a bar close to Ménilmontant. We went to a small pub, I did some approaches, and it concluded in the pull.

It wouldn't have been possible if I didn't seriously committed to game, full intent. In the last two months I think I did more approaches that in the last two years taken together... and I was going out three times a week, every week. So the results of the training are showing up, I need to reach that unconscious competency, I think I'm getting there.

I hope it wasn't a fluke. It can't be a fluke... otherwise it wouldn't have happened at all, I want to believe.

I must achieve consistency.

I must also drink less during the night... whisky-dick sucks big time, and it's embarrasing.
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#1
William-h-bonney

William-h-bonney

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Join Date: 05/04/2011 | Posts: 823

Well done mate! Kfc to celebrate What ever floats your boat! Lol
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The Awaker

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Join Date: 03/21/2011 | Posts: 77

Nice i love hearing  about sucess!. How'd that one ugly girl leave traumatized? She stunk real bad?
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a.folchdecardona

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Join Date: 06/24/2011 | Posts: 27

hahaha, I was starving! It was the first place I found open on my way to the metro.
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a.folchdecardona

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Join Date: 06/24/2011 | Posts: 27

Yeah, it worked for the ONS. She actually is on holidays, so only in Paris for a couple of weeks. I need to reach mastery level before I settle on a relationship... It might take a few years, I presume.
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a.folchdecardona

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Join Date: 06/24/2011 | Posts: 27

The reason why that girl left me traumatized was beacause it's been so long since I had got laid and then I end up with this chick, a 3... I was totally wasted, it was a mess. I felt at that time... wounded.
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