Acro21's Blog

 
FUCK. AGAIN.

How did I attract her type AGAIN. Do I still put out that fucking vibe? Or is that me a core level? Either way, I went out for some pool and drinks with this cutie I met last weekend. We play pool and all of that, muck around. She's wearing a purple tank top, and it looks GORGEOUS on her. Just like me ex.  She's a model. Just like my ex. She has huge fights with her mom. Just like my ex. She has trouble trusting guys because every guy she's been with has broke her heart and pissed on it on the way out. JUST LIKE MY EX.

It's almost her again to a fucking tee. I can't belive this. Do I have to go through all the same bullshit that broke me last time?

NO.

Not this fucking time. I'm better, stronger, smarter than I used to be.  Like they say, leave her better than you found her. This time I will. I'll be the fucking man I told my ex I could be when I was begging for her to come back. I'm going to be the fucking man this time.  If this is the universe's way of saying, "Here's a second chance, show me what you're all about.", well it's fucking on. If you throw this shit in my face a second time, there's NO WAY I'm letting this one take control over me. No way, fuck that.

The fury I forgot I ever had is here. I'm determined.  Determined to fix her? Maybe. Outcome dependance? No. Goal oriented? YES. If I can do this one properly, regardless of the outcome, then, and only then do I have the right to talk to my ex again, to do the same thing I plan to do.

Am I saying I want my ex back? NOT A CHANCE. I want another shot at proving myself as the man I said I was. That's what matters to me.  So here I go. With this newfound fury, I WILL ATTAIN THINGS I FORGOT I HAD SET OUT FOR. I WILL LET NOTHING HOLD ME BACK. I WILL BREAKTHROUGH EVERY BARRIER THAT APPEARS. I WANT THIS.

~Acro.
Login or register to post.

Related Posts

Comments

#1

daneger

Junior Member

Join Date: 12/09/2010 | Posts: 20

any woman that complains about how badly shes been treated by her ex's, as if they were all bad, is a massive red flag, shell probz be sayin the same things bout you to soon enough. If she looks hot, have fun with her, no need to fix her....i'd hope you beleive you deserve something better....something not broken.
Login or register to post.
#2
CantBeStopped

CantBeStopped

Senior Member

Join Date: 04/03/2008 | Posts: 105

I like the last paragraph, good shit playa
Login or register to post.
#3
Mindfuck

Mindfuck

Member

Join Date: 01/21/2010 | Posts: 49

Hey man, very emotional post. I think you have the right idea here but make sure you don't think of her like your ex. that could fuck up the relationship from the get go. just have fun man haha

-cheers
Login or register to post.
#4
tycho!

tycho!

Respected Member

Join Date: 06/07/2008 | Posts: 463

 and the full glory deluxe is released
Login or register to post.
#5

Acro21

Senior Member

Join Date: 12/22/2010 | Posts: 287

I had the exact same idea Mindfuck. She may be similar to her, but she isn't her. I have to be aware of this at all times. Thank you,
Login or register to post.
#6
Mindfuck

Mindfuck

Member

Join Date: 01/21/2010 | Posts: 49

No worries mate, I know you'll do great!

-cheers
Login or register to post.