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I've found lately that I'm very at peace with myself, which is a good thing. Living in "The Now" as Tolle would say is a very fufilling thing, to the point where I felt as though I was happy enough just being.

However I was contributing no value to the world.

Before I was contributing harmful value I guess you could call it, lots of negativity and confusion. I now feel lifted through that, and for a bit there felt like almost in a state of Nirvana.

I still seek to give value though. In all aspects of life, not just one. I wish to give value throughout my own experiences. I need to step up and take risks for fun, even if my so called "ego" is fueled by it sometimes.

This means a new level of learning for me. Knowledge is going to come through a different frame, or perhaps purely unfiltered by my ego. Whichever one it may be, I wish to live in the Now, but set goals and objectives with the future in mind.

This is what I know, and I intend to do my best with it. Go out three times a week? With Tycho it's likely haha! Learn something new each time? That's what I hope. Have fun without being ego seeking? It will all come.

Next thing on my agenda? The Claw!

~Acro
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