I'm starting to wonder if anyone else experiences this... Like you look back a week ago and your like WTF... that was only a week ago??? Dang... I can't believe that was me a week ago.
Cute girl new to town comes into my work. Conversation was good, she was fun.
Went for number close... it was at work, it was chodey, it was indirect, it was nothing and it was treated that way, still felt a crushing feeling inside after a mild rejection. Thats gotta be a good thing.
This seems so dumb, why am I even writing about this?
Its the beginning of my journey... I want experience, and I don't think I'll feel fully entitled until I'm at least following this path. I know theres lots to learn and unlearn. I don't think I'll ever know it and fully have it handled until I walk this path.
I want this part of my life handled.
The indifference threshold must be found and blown away. I already don't care much what people think... but at the same time I found myself reacting physically/emotionally to social pressure the other day.
This is Round 2 of getting good with girls. It starts now. Abundance is the goal. No short cuts, no bullshit magic pills. Only hard work.
This isn't just about girls, this is about me and my life.