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It was dark saturday night out there, but I kept my promise (well, kinda...) and went out anyway.

Day was wasted because somebody has died, somebody whom I never knew even, but under given circumstances I had to go and show my condolences.

Hence comes the night. I was planning to meet my good friend whom I didn't see for a few months and probably hit the club with him, but strangely he didn't answer my calls nor texts. I don't even know what to make of it. Another good friend was still destroyed after our kayaking trip therefore refused to leave the house. Another friend didn't respond to my text. What the hell. 

Got me down a little bit. I'm left alone, again, with huge hesitation and strong resistance to going out, again.

Sometimes it's dreadful not having a wing, and being exclusively solo in this. But I guess you just have to deal with it. Say fuck it, and proceed from there.

So I watch a couple of striptease/ass shaking videos on youtube, get my "state" up, get dressed and leave the goddamn house into the night.

Drive around my small town, singing and warming my voice. Streets are completely empty. That sucks, no warm-ups, but I gather my courage and strut through the parking lot right to the night club (the only one in town).

And it is shit. Like, almost empty, few girls, lots of chodes in comparison, basically - a chode infernity. Bouncers surround me asking to pay the entrance fee. And I take the second look, seizing up the environment, do I want to pay the whole entrance fee, 2set by the bar, group of girls on thedancefloor - approach them, and then what? Drink beer and hold onto my dick, fuck it.

I don't know, maybe it was me making excuses, but I was pretty worked up at the moment to go and hit it, but it's just not worth the money. Got angry, went back to the car, drove around the streets some more, nothing, no action. Went home to meditate, then hit the hay.

At least I got out, and approached the bouncers.
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#1
startale

startale

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Join Date: 09/10/2011 | Posts: 190

Good. It's a success.
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#2
buddy6

buddy6

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Join Date: 03/04/2012 | Posts: 5

good credit for going out alone, but you went all that way & it did all that, and then walked away at the door?
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6pac

6pac

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Join Date: 02/11/2012 | Posts: 205

yeah... i did all that and then walked away, not even at the door, I was already inside but bouncers politely asked me to step back and pay for entrance :), which i didn't want to do.. cause, let's be honest here, I'm not going there 'to have a blast' or to dance to a house music or whatever other reason than cold approach, cold approach is primal purpose. also my financial situation is sort of "not great" at the moment too, so i just didn't want to pay for nothing
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BOSS_WATSON

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Join Date: 01/09/2012 | Posts: 158

Fucking money man, youre a boss. Consider this night as a warm up for the nights to come. At least you made the effort. Honestly, I think you should've paid the cover (if it was less then like $5 cdn). You could've at least got blown out by the girls, made a friend, got to knlw the bouncers, hkt on the bartender, practiced drinking pop as opposed to beer. Get a little more aquanted with the club. Endless opportunities to move yourself forward. Btw this is coming from a fellow newb, so take what I say with a grain of salt. Tonight will be night 79 in a row for me. Im sick, flat broje, tired, pale, quitting my job today, going out alone, and still im going out. Ill talk to some women, probably crash and burn or maybe get a number or make out. Or maybe ill take someone home. Its a toss up really. If I dont go out though and talk with some people I get no experience points. I dont get opportunities to improve my game. All I get is spaghetti and hours of wasting time online.

Cheers man. Goodluck today, or tonight. Wish me luck man. I feel like dying honestly. Plus im nervous about the std tests I took a week ago. :s
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#5
6pac

6pac

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Join Date: 02/11/2012 | Posts: 205

Thanks bro! Your probably right, anyway what i really should have done is go out on friday, but i got scared and didn't. oh well. lesson. but yeah, like you say, it's all just a warm up for the upcoming nights, all will be good.
And don't be so humble, I wouldn't consider yourself a noob, hell, I don't even consider meself to be a newbie :D at least, not a dark one :) 
What your doing is purely golden man, have a rad experiences night bro!
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